Long time never write about myself...so now is time to update here...
After 5 months of re-shaping..now my body almost 90% back..52kg now..I can wear back partly of my lovely pants...but still shoulder, lower waist and hip are slightly wide...during these holidays I got a bit time to keep my wardrobe again...this time can pull out those unfit to giv away...while packing, I put on to try again, to final make sure that I cannot fit anymore....many many nice and I like casual shirt really 'ng seh tak' to giv away...cos seldom buy shirt which buy back I dun wear...almost all I like it very much...at the end 2 big bag dig out to giv away...and many quite new inner wear too...wasted if throw away...hai....anyway I pack up too....for tops those S-M size cannot fit...waist 27" jeans also cannot fit...and total 7 pieces dinner dress (wear less than 10 times), 1 gown and 1 tailor-made cheong sam (wear once, during wedding!) all cannot fit now!!! hai...very 'kek sam' and very 'ng seh tak' looking at it...these few I didn't pack up still hanging nicely in my wardrobe, sometimes I still take out and have a look and hopefully can wear back one day...
Wardrobe looks neat and empty now...finally I got to shop for myself last Sunday...bought new dinner dress, capri pant and a pair of shoe...while shopping I notice many things I cannot buy now....no new handbag (no chance to carry), no high heel (need to carry baby, how to wear?), no V-shape top with low front cut (forget about it, when u carry baby ur shirt will automatically go down a bit), no office work wear (stay at home mum no need that), no skirt (always wear pant is more easier to take care baby), all I can buy now is pant, flat+rubber form shoe and simple shirt....so wait until Terry big boy then can go for all above again...big sacrifies ya...
I'm having light problem of urinary incontinence and this makes me worried and really shy for myself for this problem...I'm looking many info from the Internet on this area, especially on the treatment. This problem will only b fully cure by operation. For light cases, it can be help and control by Kegel exercise, food and also some chinese herbs food, although this problem normally happen to old ppl, but I just take it to try, as those ingredient no harm too...it is not medicine....so before it getting serious, I hav start doing exercise and taking food now. Some said during confinement stand to drink water will increase the seriousness of the problem...I dunno how true is it..as I almost stand to drink...anyway till now no information I read got said so....
Also, suffering on hair lost now, as hormone are slowly change back to normal since 3.5 months ago. It drops a lot especially aft hair wash ...hairs everywhere in the house...I feel my hair is very thin n flat now...dunno when it will end the hair drops...during pregnant hardly drop hairs...now it pays back...
Brandon have planning to go for a trip and an outing...but I dun think I wan to go also...I can't put down Terry to someone...Sometimes I do feel being a mum very tired...can't go places for long hour, even someone is taking care of him, but my heart cannot let go...think of sleep as long as u wan...I dunno since when I lost this great pleasure... hai...can I put down the role of mum for just 1 day??? I don't think I can...is the heart cannot put down...I truly feel the mum greatest of all...
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Dun worry too much Judy, just go for a holiday wif ur hub's. Since he plan to go wif u. U are already a SAHM dun feel quilty. Arrange someone to look after Terry.
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